I don't often put my inner most thoughts on here, I mainly use this blog to "brag" about my children and post pictures and videos for our friends and family to live far away from us. Today, however, is going to be a bit different as I wanted to share so here goes....
Do you ever think about running away? If you did, what and or who would you take? Do you think about who would look for you first? Or who would notice you were gone first? Do you think about how they look for you? Would they use the news or tv show? Do you think about if you would really be missed? What would your family tell people about you? What picture would they use to look for you? Call me crazy but, I think about this every now and then. Maybe it comes from being a mom. A job that I LOVE! A job that is treasured. A job that is valued. A job, even thought it is all of the above, that doesn't get a lot of verbal recognition. Maybe that's why I think about it. Maybe it is my way of trying to see just how valued I am. Maybe it is my way of seeing just how much I am loved and treasured.
Where would I go if I ran away? Me, I'd go to a nice sunny beach in the Caribbean or something. Would I really run away? Are you kidding me. I can't stand to be away from the kids! The whole day Owen is at school I miss him. I can't wait to pick him up and see him run to the car with his face lit up and yell, "Mommy!" Addyson and I rarely spend any time apart but when we do I think about her full face smile and my heart just melts. But.... I still think about it.
So now that I've determined where I'd go if I had to courage to just pick up and leave my wonderful husband and precious kids (let me say again, I could never leave them.... at least not without telling them where I was going), who would look for me? How would they look for me? What would they say?
This morning on the Today Show there was a segment about a lady that went missing and told authorities a story that is believed to be untrue. Authorities think she ran away from home. I used this story to tell Brad my thoughts about running away. I asked him all of the above questions and I was so happy to hear his answers! Of course he would look for me! He wouldn't give up until he found me. He thinks our friends and family would come to help him look for me and to help with the kids. We were only able to talk about it a few minutes before I had to run out the door to a MOMS Club board meeting.
When I came home and pulled into the driveway I noticed something on the door. I wondered what sort of solicitor had come but then I realized the sign was tapped to the door. I didn't think solicitors did that so I started squinting my eyes to see what it was. Then I started laughing....

From the car I could see my picture and then I remember our conversation this morning (I had forgotten about it in the meantime). I quickly got out of the car so I could read the sign and then I could not stop laughing!!!
MISSING:(This in an official Amber Alert)Missing since 8:45 Tuesday Morning
Last seen driving to a MOM's Group Executive Board Mtg
Information:
Height- Tall
Weight- Skinny
Markings- Mole on her butt
Eyes- She has both
Looks- HOT!
Other CRITICAL information: Incredible Mommy and even better wife! Loves animals, reality tv, and helping other mothers! Compassionate, loving, and funny! Answers to "Darling," "Beautiful," or "Honey."
If you have ANY information as to her whereabouts please contact:
Brad Brewster (or Ty Pennington)
What I love about this is that fact that I didn't have to run away to see how much I'm loved, or what he would say, or how he would look for me, or what picture he would use!! I love that he put so much thought into it, even the picture he would use he carefully choose!! I love that he gets me!!! I love Extreme Homemakeover (along with all the other reality shows) and he gets that which is why he said to contact Ty Pennington! Brad gets all my quirky ways and I get his. He knows just how to answer my crazy questions and I love that about him! Thank goodness I didn't have to run away to find out! This Amber Alert has officially been called off!